Friday, September 08, 2006

gonna tok abt yesterday. my life sux and i juz realised dat. my mom always badmouths me in front of my dad and my sis is always out to provoke and sabtagd me. yea... mom told dad dat i lost my tie and calculator. dad blew his top and screwed me bad. he made me go buy new calculator and i couldnt find it. i hate my mom for wad she has done. i tolerated her badmouthing of me and exaggerrating of wad i have done and dat was the final straw.

next, cos of dat i gt banned fromm comp until eoy are over. dang! i cant do it without going on msn and blogging. my sis tried to provoke me the whole day and i gt really pissed off. gosh...how much i hate her . when i accidentally blurted out a vulglarity when she thre something at me, she went to tell my dad and i gt scolded again. i seriously felt like slapping her but i could nt bring myself to do it cos i knew she would cry after dat and dat shes on p6. but cant she juz grow up? shes gonna be sec 1 next year...haiz...

i nt really close to anyone in the family cos i really feel that they do nt understand how i feel and often, they criticise me even when i have done my best.

but look on the bright side, i still gt my frens with me, walking thru this road of life which God has given to me and i accept it. btw,TWOHILL IS OUT! no more fun in sg idol! yea... so to dose having difficulties wif ur family out there, always rmb dat u still hav frens who really care for u and walking thru life closely alongside wif uand life isnt so screwed up after all. God bless u all!




p.s. as i said im banned form comp after eoy, u all wunt see me on msn often and blogging so often but i will try my best to sneak and use! haha! but for now,



HIATUS!





gone with the sound...forever

9:59 AM N