Monday, September 11, 2006

HIATUS!


its the second time im saying dis and eoy are juz around the corner. so happy mugging ppl! see u all at 11 /10.

11:52 PM N

Friday, September 08, 2006

gonna tok abt yesterday. my life sux and i juz realised dat. my mom always badmouths me in front of my dad and my sis is always out to provoke and sabtagd me. yea... mom told dad dat i lost my tie and calculator. dad blew his top and screwed me bad. he made me go buy new calculator and i couldnt find it. i hate my mom for wad she has done. i tolerated her badmouthing of me and exaggerrating of wad i have done and dat was the final straw.

next, cos of dat i gt banned fromm comp until eoy are over. dang! i cant do it without going on msn and blogging. my sis tried to provoke me the whole day and i gt really pissed off. gosh...how much i hate her . when i accidentally blurted out a vulglarity when she thre something at me, she went to tell my dad and i gt scolded again. i seriously felt like slapping her but i could nt bring myself to do it cos i knew she would cry after dat and dat shes on p6. but cant she juz grow up? shes gonna be sec 1 next year...haiz...

i nt really close to anyone in the family cos i really feel that they do nt understand how i feel and often, they criticise me even when i have done my best.

but look on the bright side, i still gt my frens with me, walking thru this road of life which God has given to me and i accept it. btw,TWOHILL IS OUT! no more fun in sg idol! yea... so to dose having difficulties wif ur family out there, always rmb dat u still hav frens who really care for u and walking thru life closely alongside wif uand life isnt so screwed up after all. God bless u all!




p.s. as i said im banned form comp after eoy, u all wunt see me on msn often and blogging so often but i will try my best to sneak and use! haha! but for now,



HIATUS!





gone with the sound...forever

9:59 AM N

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

DANG! seriously need to mug more cos i aint doing anithing much! onli managed to finish my chinese hw up to now and im only halfway thru my maths! dang! im nt following my plan to mug! everytime i hold up the dam book, i always feel like playing the com. seriously cant stop thinking of play. dang! think im gonna go crazy mugging as soon as i finish blogging! dun feel like going 4 trning tmr... yea...and im off to mug! wish me luck and concentration!














p.s. my blog is dying slowly! can u ppl pls tag more?

8:12 PM N

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

dang! im at my grandma hse now. dang it i feel real bored. grandma slping and dad juz left for work. yea...watched mtv juz now and nth realli interesting though.

quarelled with dad dis morning cuz i dint want to go trning. but trning turned out to be pretty fine. went to grandma hse after dat and went for lunch. came bck, slack slack slack. dang, im missing mr croc now. hes such a wonderful guy lar!

yea...promised myself to mug dis hols and im getting to work now. missing sch a little but definitely nt the lessons. the class and school spirit is great AND I DINT GET INTO IB! :(
and im off to work...


go with the sound gone with the wind...

2:46 PM N

Monday, September 04, 2006

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MR STEVE IRWIN
Dear Mr Irwin,
its really unfortunate that such a thing would happen to you. i will definitely miss ur shows, laughter, stunts and the way u host the show. i noe ur in a better place now and may u rest peacefully in the house of the Lord. rest in peace and everyone of us will remember u in our hearts and ur laughter and spirit will continue to live in us. we r gonna miss u and croc files! bye Mr Steve Irwin and rest in peace!

your dear fan,

leonard

10:32 PM N

Sunday, September 03, 2006

i miss shooting

i miss the feeling of screwing up a training or comp

i miss the feeling of owning someone in comp

i miss shooting an 8 , 9, 10

i miss booking the lanes and waiting for denker lanes for training

i miss shooting big and small holes

i miss night trainings

i miss monthly

I MISS MY P700 LYNETTE A.K.A GG LEO

i miss the equipment like my super smelly new glove and my jacket and pants and boots.

i miss my shooting team of 2006

to round it off, I MISS SHOOTING BADLY! :(

11:41 PM N

Friday, September 01, 2006

lol...today's pretty exciting.... woke up in the mornign, played and went out wif lunch wif family and gt a call from xin an and yuan wei. went to Paradiz and found them at the cybercafe. left for nat library wif the others for some retarted xiang sheng thing dat we were forced to go. yea... we were late but stil managed to get in. it was boring but the audience tot it was funnie. we were like trying to hide away as we used the hp secretly. yea...it was boring.

it ended finally and left. not allowed to go out wif frens. went to parkway and walked round and round i gt realli tired. den went to dawson shopping centre and when we were eating, a mad woman was like outside and she stared at me and made really scary faces and i GT THE FRIGHT OF MY LIFE. omg... my sis saw her too and we pretended nt to see her and she stayed for a while before walking around the shopping centre doing the same thing. i was freaking scared and still feel what i feel what i fel when i saw her...omg....

yea, left for home and dats it. dun feel like going on anymore.

10:22 PM N